A couple of new updates:
1) I changed my blogskin!
Finally. A few weeks ago I chanced upon my blog(weird as it may sound, yes), and so I decided to revive it. Today I decided that I was sick of my blogskin and that I should, for a change, be more girly as some people have been telling me to. So there you have it, a pastel-coloured blogskin. This must have been fate. I didn't even have to look for it, it just showed up on the first page of blogskins.com, and I fell in love with it instantly.
2) The return of music to my blog
After imeem became something else and my music player somehow disappeared, I was too lazy to get a new one. But then I thought my blog was kinda quiet and lacking some music. Then Kris Allen and Westlife and Daughtry came to my mind, so A PLAYLIST! All my fav songs, marking my return to E-pop. C-pop's boring nowadays and the K-pop scene's weirdly quiet.
So my OG had an outing today that around 10 people went for. I wanted to go so badly, yet I was stuck at home doing my bio and chem tutorials while they were flying kites and picnicking at Marina Barrage. Omg I'm dying of jealousy. I realised I really enjoy time with my OG way better than I do with my class. Maybe cos people in my OG are more of my kind of people and I mix better with them. I'm starting to really not feel so much for my class anymore, at least not as strongly as I did at the beginning when some things were telling me that maybe my class wasn't really as bad as I had imagined it to be. But it turns out, I'M RIGHT. I always was. Backstabbers, gossipers, bitching around, hypocrisy. I HATE THIS. But I'm glad that's only the minority of the class, so all I have to do is to keep my distance from them and stick around with the rest. Angie tells me her class is just like mine, but I'm dead sure that mine's worse, way worse. I realised that I've been having the wrong impressions of some people I thought I knew. Really, one never knows enough to truly be sure of something. That I've learnt in the past few weeks at least.
Time with my OG's really enjoyable. Full of fun and laughter. No need to worry about gossiping and backstabbing and two-faced people. Last week during HBL we went out to celebrate our dearest Feb babies' b'days(finally). Really, I was so thankful for that night, even though I got scolded by my mom for going home super late and had to put up with my dad's black face(which I kinda asked for, so I just stayed quiet).
So I met up with Marcus and Sim at KAP to get the cake, and guess what? Marcus was mugging econs. Like OMG I suddenly felt like I should have been mugging as well. But whatever, I was out to have fun that day, so HOMEWORK ASIDE. So we sat around joking and talking about random stuff for about half and hour, then we went to buy the cake, the cheapest and biggest one available at Bengawan Solo. Then we went to Cold Storage to get some other stuff, and guess what, I found magic relighting candles there! HAHAHA SO THAT MEANT WE WERE GOING TO HAVE QUITE A BIT OF FUN HEHE :P
So we went back to school to meet up with the rest and decide where to go for dinner. Joseph and his weird suggestions, what Tiong Bahru buffet place, some 80-buck-per-pax high class buffet etc. In the end we ended up at Buddy Hoagies at Bukit Timah Shopping Centre.
So we had dinner and crapped some more, and then time for the cake. THAT WAS EPIC. "Eh what is this lar?" "Someone take scissors and cut the candles leh..." "How do you suggest we extinguish this?" When people are desperate, really, anything goes. I was surprised that no one had ever used those candles before. Ok then again it was only my second time using it, but I know about them! So we had a lot of fun trying to blow out the candles, and some people were going crazy.
Then we went to I.R.C to play pool. OMG THIS IS EPIC FAIL. I teamed up with Sim and we were that close to winning the first game. I actually hit the black ball until it ended up right next to the hole without falling in. What kind of skill would have been required to achieve that! So we thought everything was going our way, until Sim missed the black ball just as we were about to win. Then OBS and Weety started potting the balls like nobody's business, and by some crazy stroke of luck, THEY WON. And then they were on a streak and won the next two games. WHAT ON EARTH HAPPENED?! Ok but that was damn funny I must admit. No harm losing to entertain everyone else! But there won't be a next time. We're gonna kick some ass the next time round!
My first time in a pool centre, my first time going home after 11.30 and pissing my parents off to the max, my first time counselling a guy out of love... A lot of firsts that day. A day to remember, and a day that will stay with me for a loooooong time^^
Well, despite my feelings towards my class, I still wanna thank them for the super early b'day celebration yesterday. I was totally oblivious and I was still wondering why they were singing the b'day song a second time after they had sung it for Ping Ting. I was even singing along and clapping along. That was totally embarrassing. I really had no idea. But thanks anyway, even if it's still like super early. Hmm... I wonder how my b'day will turn out to be this year. It's gonna be one day after X-country. Maybe there won't be school? But thank God it's not during block tests like the past 2 years. But next year it will be. Sigh.
Man I was damn sad yesterday cos I found out something. Something that made me really sad. But I'm praying that God will do something about this and make my dream come true. And speaking of which, I have a b'day wish that I'm praying God can help me fulfill also. It's a secret, a secret only a few people know, and a secret that makes me really happy just thinking about it. I've never felt this way before, about anything. And I'm really happy now. But I would be happier when it come true.
It's like I really want you to know, but I can't say it...