wishlist
grow taller(by at least 10cm)!
eat all the nice food in the world(yum!) ipod
LG Lollipop^^
better grades POOH BEAR!!! (but i want some more...)
go on a real nice holiday!
yesterday night, or i should say this morning, i was talking to eik kar, when he told me someone doesn't like me, or as i see it, this person hates me. i don't know who this person is, and i don't think i even know the person well, so i don't know why this person doesn't like me.
he says it's cos i can be quite self-centred at times, and i can see it too. i'm trying to change, but for me to change so that that person will like me is quite impossible, cos 1)i don't know what exactly this person doesn't like about me and 2)i can't possibly change myself to please to whole world.
not trying to say that i don't want to change, just that since i can't change to please the whole world and i don't know what this person doesn't like about me, i should just try my best to change according to what i know about myself that people don't like and hope that this person will like me.
but actually i don't really need this person to like me, because i don't even know who this person is.
i guess if i change i would have more friends, but if i can't achieve that, then i must say that i am already quite happy to have the friends that i have now.
i must say i really have a group of really nice friends, who accept me for who i am, and sometimes try to tell me what's wrong with me so that i can change. i really appreciate the things that they tell me. we learn from each other and try to accept each other's shortcomings. to me, that's what friends are for. friends are not only to tell you about your shortcomings and asking you to change, but also to accept you for who you are and all your bad points.
i'm glad i have such nice friends and juniors who like me and want to be friends with me despite all my bad points. yesterday while i was talking to willa and eileen - 2 people whom i never thought would start a conversation with me since i was (and still am i think) so fierce to them and apparently they were (and still are) both scared of me - online, and we kinda just crapped. all that stuff about willa and eileen being a couple and me being the third party. i admit i do have some crazy juniors... but anyway, it was really fun talking to them, and yesterday was kinda like the first time they were talking to me about stuff out of cca, cos in the past the only time they would come looking for me was when they had questions and there was no one else left to answer their questions. i asked them why they suddenly decided to talk to me, and they said it was because they were talkng to angie before that (i thought there was some other special reason). haha. =D
ok, i shall and will not let this person who doesn't like me affect me so much. i shouldn't feel so bad... or so it seems...
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